I awakened early but do not feel like going back to sleep. I am scheduled to meet with my primary care physician this morning to discuss test results. I know that he has already conferred with another physician as there was a voicemail message from an oncologist’s office waiting to greet me upon my arrival home yesterday evening. It seems they have an appointment available for me on September 11. Yes, 9/11. That’s three weeks from now. I will speak with the medical director at the sarcoma clinic in LA prior to that regarding clinical trials of new chemotherapy agents that I should be considering. The journey continues . . .
I’m going to head out on my morning walk in a little while. This will be an early one even for me. It will be nice to see the sunrise.
Starting the day under these circumstances has a wonderful focusing effect. It probably won’t surprise you to learn that I find myself to be even more contemplative than usual, so please excuse me if philosophical musings begin to appear more frequently in this blog. And on that note, I'll sign off with what is in my head this morning.
The universe manifests order and reason that far exceeds my capacity to understand. Like all things, I am interwoven into that beautiful tapestry for all eternity. If I am meant to overcome this challenge, then I most certainly shall. If not, then I will learn what I can from it and take that knowledge into the next adventure. Either way, I win.
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Your ability to communicate your inner thoughts for all to see is amazing. I have been deeply moved by several of your philosophical writings to this point. Once my eyes clear, I also find comfort in them... Karen
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